Silent Thoughts

Do you only look at the outer image? Please stop now and look at my heart

2012-01-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Esok sekolah. Yeay? Mengeluh. Seminggu lagi yang penuh emosi. Saya menasihatkan para ibu bapa untuk tidak menyekolahkan anak-anak mereka di sekolah perempuan kerana tahap emosi yang tinggi di antara para pelajarnya. True story, bro.Aku tau. Mungkin aku tidak patut bersikap sebegitu pesimis. Pesimis dan Natasha Eliyana sangat tidak sesuai. Aku lebih senang dikenali sebagai

I don't have a cold but I have a fever, Just looking at your picture makes me swoon like a fan

2012-01-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Hari ini hari Sabtu. Aku tidak membuat apa-apa aktiviti berfaedah hari ini seperti membeli-belah dengan menggunakan beg plastik sendiri demi menyelamatkan bumi atau menyiapkan kerja rumah atau mengulangkaji pelajaran. Aku okay.Hari ini juga sangat panas. Berbahang pula. Walaupun aku telah memakai t-shirt yang menyerap peluh dan seluar pendek yang pendek. Walaupun kipas

Today might be hard but imagine tomorrow, Everyone will clap clap clap toward you

2012-01-04T17:21:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Hari pertama sekolah. Yeay? Haha. Hari pertama sebagai calon SPM 2012. Tiba di sekolah agak awal kerana Teacher Faridah yang teruja. Haha. Esok mungkin sudah kembali kepada tabiat tiba di sekolah hanya pada jam 7.15 pagi. 8D Muka poker face jeh tengok budak Tingkatan 1 sambil berkata dalam hati ' Dulu pun muka aku innocent macam tuh. 'Menguap. Duduk di barisan kelas.

Yes, I feel good, shall we run all night? Who's heart should I burn on fire however I'd like?

2011-12-30T16:40:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Hari kedua terakhir menuju 2012. Yeay? Hurm, tiada apa yang kelihatan menarik pada hari ini. Pagi aku hari ini dipenuhi dengan peluh-peluh jantan yang menitik kerana dihujani pelbagai soalan-soalan tidak relevan oleh ibu-bapa pelajar Tingkatan Satu yang menghadiri program Orientasi di sekolah. Antaranya ialah ' Lepas baju saiz S nih, ada kecik lagi tak dik? ' atau ' Betul

I want to push on the clock even more but In the future, which you will be in please call out my name

2011-12-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Hai. :3 Aku bosan, maka aku menulis. Walaupun aku ada banyak lagi perkara lain yang harus dilakukan yang lebih penting seperti menyiapkan Holiday Alert. Namun, sesungguhnya Holiday Alert sangat membosankan tahap lima belas untuk disiapkan. -.-Hari ini Hari Krismas. Macam aku sambut. Haha. Tapi, aku seronok. Sebab KPop idols semua muka berseri-seri gembira jeh dan

All of those adults look so exhausted, I'm always afraid that I will look like that too

2011-12-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Ini mustahak. Aku telah hilang semangat. Tak, aku tak mewarisi mana-mana saka dari kedua-dua ibu bapaku mahupun mengamalkan ilmu hitam yang mampu membuatkan aku terus dihantar ke neraka jahanam. Okay, mungkin ayat itu terlalu dramatik. Tapi, apa itu hidup tanpa sebarang kata-kata dramatik kan? :3Lagi semingggu aku akan tidak rasminya berusia tujuh belas tahun. Walaupun

I'll keep shaking your heart so you can't escape me, I will steal your lips and run far away

2011-12-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Berhabuk weh blog nih. /tiup sawang labah-labah Tak nak baca blok aku dah? Fine. Kbye. . . . . . . . . . .Okay, gurau jeh. Bacalah blog I! Bacalah, bacalah :3 Sedang minum Ribena Blackcurrant di tingat bawah kediaman Raja Nurul Izzati, saudara koding. Macam cyber cafe weh kat bawah nih. Untunglah cousin aku guna Unifi. Suka aku summer camp dekat rumah dia. 8D Seminggu aku

My memories of you, Drop by drop, They are falling against my chest

2011-12-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Fanaccount for today concert. :3 Currently organising my scattered thoughts around and writing decently. It's been days since I last write. Yeap, my holiday is totally a holiday from everything. -.-Me and Tiqah went to the stadium around 3.30PM from Keramat. Kudos to Tiqah's parent for sending us. :) I ate my lunch in the car because in the morning I accompanied my mama

I want your heart, The same heart, Same words, Loving you

2011-12-01T23:58:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahim,Okay, sebenarnya memang tiada terlintas di benak penulis untuk menulis hari nih. Tapi, sekali lagi, nih blog aku. Suka hati aku lah kan? KAU ADA? Okay, nih bias baru aku. Sila perkenalkan. Blog readers, Nam Woohyun. Nam Woohyun, blog readers. Okay, semoga perhubungan ini akan terus berkekalan. :3 Pertemuan pertama kami adalah di depan TV di channel KBS World 391. Aku yang secara

I wish you are unhappy, Because I don't have to be happy or in love

2011-11-25T15:32:00.005+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,3.45AM. Aku terbangun. Aku berada dalam keadaan keliru. Dah Subuh keh? Lantas, aku gapai baby Corby aku dan tenung skrin. Baru nak pukul empat, getus hati aku. Lantas aku tarik bantal peluk ku dan teddy bear Henry aku dan cuba untuk tidur kembali. Puas aku pusing badan aku ke semua arah. Mataku seolah-olah tidak boleh lelap lagi. Aku mengeluh.Tiba-tiba, telingaku

I try to be calm but whenever you show up in front of me, I feel like I’m going to tell you I love you

2011-11-22T22:19:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Hai. Tasha iz back writing, baybehhhh. Muahahahahaha. Okay, tuh random. Jangan layan aku. Nampak sangat tak betul memalam nih. Menulis setelah makan sandwich tuna yang begitu sedap dibuat oleh mama saya. Hoh meh gosh.Aku ada complaint hari nih. Jika anda sering menonton drama-drama Melayu di pelbagai saluran TV, anda pasti akan menyedari hal ini. Apabila ada suatu watak

Like a prison, you must have imprisoned me in you

2011-11-19T23:09:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Hola guys! :3 Oh please, don't mind my sudden interest in Spanish. Must be from the book I just had finished reading. The urge to learn Spanish is suddenly overwhelming. Oh Tasha, why don't you focus on your broken Korean first? To think of it, my Korean level would be around the same level as Henry Lau or maybe he is better than me a teeny little bit. Whatever. Henry

I will fix everything you want, I will somehow change everything you don't like

2011-11-15T14:41:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Gelap. Guruh berdentum. Nak hujan. Peduli apa aku. Baru lepas habis berdebat dengan Emeer tentang Classic Chicken McDeluxe. Macam hape jeh. ._. Ngok punya adik. Berkira. Bila beli McD, aku bayarkan untuk dia, aku tak bising pun. Ngok. Kau dah kaya nanti, Emeer. Aku datang tuntut balik semua! Muahahahahaha. >:3 Okay, topik seterusnya.Aku dah suka ponteng sekolah. Jahat,

I erase myself from my heart, Because a kind heart is useless

2011-11-13T23:33:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Hari Ahad. Aku masih di tempat yang sama. Menaip lagi. Dalam Bahasa Melayu seperti kebelakangan ini. Entah kenapa, membuakkan kata-kata dalam bahasa ibunda semakin mudah. Perkataan, perasaan dan pemikiran yang selama ini tertutup rapat dalam jiwa lancar ditaip dengan jari-jemari. Tergelak. Sejak bila Natasha Eliyana pandai bermadah kata?Petang tadi aku keluar makan dengan

But your eyes look past me, Just once, just once, please look for me

2011-11-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Dah malam. Aku masih di sini. Menatap Kevin yang dicintai selalu. Tidur? Mungkin aku nokturnal tak. Mungkinlah. Dah lama tak menaip dekat papan kekunci nih. Janggal pulak. Kenapa tak menaip? Satu sebab jeh, malas. Malas nak beritahu satu dunia pasal hidup aku. Malas nak menunjukkan emosi sebenar aku. Malas nak menyuarakan pendapat aku. Sebab aku tahu, orang pun malas nak

Sometimes I cry to myself secretly, Because I`m sensitive thug

2011-10-28T22:18:00.005+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Shim Changmin. Contoh orang yang kau tak suka tapi suka. Tak suka. Tajuk hari ini. Ya, tak suka. Percaya tak? Mungkin akan ada individu yang mempertikaikan pemilihan topik ini. Mengapa topik tak suka? Kenapa tak pilih topik suka? Tapi, bukan keh kita hanya akan ada tak suka bila kita telah suka? Maka, tak suka tidak seharusnya diketepikan dan distereotaipkan hanya kerana

Or is it because I don’t have anyone waiting for me, even though I’ve got plenty of places to be

2011-10-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirahim, Did I told you I ship HenBer? No? Yes? FYEAH, HENBER IS THE NEW SHIZZ. :3 Ahahaha. I ship a lot of people in my life. I just want them to get marry and have babies. Sobs. ;~; Or maybe Henry Lau could marry me. Either way, I will gladly approved both suggestions. Tidied up my room a bit today. Change my mattress with brother's because my mattress had become thinner

If I could only see you again today, if I could do it again, if you came back again

2011-10-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Hi, this is the sixteen years old Natasha Eliyana typing. Older, wiser, tougher. Currently typing while reminiscing about the past. Sixteen years, huh? You're pretty tough aye, kiddo. Good job, self. Birthdays are simply something that I anticipated the most. Because birthdays are the start of a person's life. Celebrating birthdays are like celebrating the person

You keep appearing, I keep seeing you in my dreams

2011-10-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Finally time to sit down and write. Well, not really. I need to pack my bag. Going back to Alor Gajah after school tomorrow. Ugh, I hate packing bag. In a bright note, one of my cousin is getting married, thus, going back hometown. It will be merry. And I got a new baju kurung! So pretty. :3 The plan was to skip school and went back during the morning, but,

I can only hold my breath and watch you, I can only do that because I feel like you’ll shatter

2011-10-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Nak tau tema hari nih apa? Tak Berjaya. Ya, itulah temanya. Pagi tadi aku ingat nak bangun awal. Bak kiata omputeh, early bird catches the worm. Aku dah tersedar awal dah. Tapi, aku sambung tidur balik sampai 10.30 pagi. Tak Berjaya 1. Hari nih patutnya hari kedua aku mogok dengan mama. Semalam aku tak makan pong. So, pagi tadi like starving giler. Cecewah,

Anything is okay, okay, incredibly accurate déjà vu

2011-10-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Diam, diam, diam, diam, diam, diam, diam, diam, diam, diam, diam. Jiwa kacau lagi. Baru habis menangis. Ptf, too much information kot. Tuh lah orang cakap. Makin tua makin sensitif. Nih lah hah contohnya. Okay, kenapa Tasha menangis? Secara umumnya, minggu nih memang minggu mendung, suram, penuh ribut jeh bagi diriku. Exam one thing, the other thing is well, aku

In case you came back, I absolutely cannot love another

2011-10-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Aku tak faham kenapa aku tak faham. Faham tak? Kau pernah tak cuba faham aku? Mungkin tak, sebab aku pun tak pernah cuba faham kau, kan? Bukan aku tak pernah cuba, aku dah cuba untuk faham kau. Sebab aku tahu kalau aku faham kau, semuanya akan jadi lebih mudah. Aku ada banyak benda untuk faham. Dan salah satunya adalah kau. Ya, kau. Tak percaya kan, aku nak faham

You’re like a swirling tornado, I’m like a fearless, brave Don Quixote

2011-09-27T16:53:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Okay, okay, a freaking short update. I need to write it here so that I can laugh alone on my room later after remembering back the incident. We had chemistry today. And all that boring shizz. Blah, blah. But, then, until this one part where teacher asked everybody whether we had ever smell ammonia or not. Yesh, the ammonia gas or the boring name is

One day we will have to say goodbye, We might not even be able to see each other

2011-09-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahanirrahim, Perhatian ; Blog post pada kali ini tidak berapa relevan. Harap maklum. Kenapa tak relevan? Eh, sukahati aku lah. #KAUADA? Tasha, ingat nih Twitter nak hashtag hashtag keh ha? Okay, tak lawak. KBYE. /kening-kening dekat Asfa Berada di dalam mood tidak stabil. Sebab apa? SEBAB PERUT AKU SAKIT GILA. Tahap empat belas juta kuasa enam perpuluhan lima tiga empat

Don’t go, Don’t leave, Can’t you remain by my side?

2011-09-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Ugh, I'm hungreh. Haha. I know you all will be like ' Tasha, stop eating! ' and all that shizz people say to girls to make their self esteem drops down to the floor. Blergh, f that. I'm going to eat Maggi after this. Chicken flavoured! With an egg in it! LIKE A BOSS. 8D Random Tasha emerges again. You see those guys up there? Those gorgeous, fluffy, rich,

Oh tell me baby why you act so strange, But tonight I don't need a damn explain

2011-09-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Sipping Milo with oats while tumblring. Me gusta :3 I opened Kevin to do my Accounts folio, but, yeah, I got distracted. Hehe. Hermm, except for the attack of food poisoning last week, nothing interesting happens during school days. Except on tuition. AHAHAHAHAHA /double jerk kat Tiqah Blasting room with Kara new song too. Oh, the gorgeous Kara. Me gusta lagi 8D Oh

When I stumble, you promised to give me something, Have you forgotten?

2011-09-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Excuse me while I laughing hard over the failure of my bias, Henry Lau. Yeah, yeah. For Henry ripping his pants like a boss moment, CLICK HERE. This reminds me when during one of Dong Bang guys performances, and Yunho can't get his pistol out of the case at his waist. I daaaa naaaaaa - My biases are filled with failure people. xD Okay, my stomach

Through the forest of buildings in the sky, I will fly, Everything you believe is reality

2011-09-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Yesh, this post is solely made to show my new nametag. 8D Because I am hyper just like that. But I know all of you still love me whatever happens, kan? :D This morning, Intan hide Sze Yin's new nametag since that girl carelessly placed it on the table. That poor girl searched everywhere. At last, after recess, Intan returned it back to her. Yeah, I have evil

Somebody take me away, Cus I can't take this pain

2011-09-04T19:16:00.003+08:00

muka eggsited dengan Ribena. KAU ADA? Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Hello, it's been a long time, rite? /wipes tear dramatically Tomorrow is a school. More groans please. A week for Raya celebration. Really government, really? I bet many students won't come tomorrow. Still busy Raya-ing I guess. I got back to KL yesterday evening. Sigh, bye Alor Gajah. It seems like as time goes by, I had developed

I want to have you, All your foolish but pretty dreams

2011-08-24T22:19:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirahim, First thing first. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONGWOON! 8D Awkward bias, I love chu. Sobs. Tak percaya makk semua orang dah besar. /lap air mata dramatik Take care bias. Eat well, sleep well, be well. :D I will forever root for you awkwardness and voice 8D Raya dah dekat. Eggsited lah jugak. But, somehow, tahun nih aku susah nak lepaskan Ramadhan pergi. Aku pong tak tahu kenapa.

Stop banging my head, My eyes gone red

2011-08-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Yesh, aku dedikasikan blog post nih untuk boyfren aku. Dun dun dun, Kim Kibum! ♥ ♥Hayy Asfa, ingat kau sorang celebrate bday boyfren hari nih? 8D Kibum nih like forever mah first bias!11!11! dalam SuJu kot. Senyuman dia kalau nak dijadikan perumpamaan boleh menyalakan satu Taman Kelemak, iatu kampung aku kat Melaka. xD Dia just so gorgeous and handsome and comel and

Someone told me to pray, to dream, That it will come true no matter what

2011-08-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Yesh, hari ini masih edisi Bahasa Malaysia. Why? Sebab aku AJK BM 4 Maju. Bahaha. 8D Currently hujan. Lalu, dengan pantas aku menekan lagu On Rainy Days oleh Raksasa untuk konon-konon bajet feel waktu hujan. Oh, rintik-rintik hujan terus turun dengan deras seolah-olah hatiku yang begitu deras melahirkan perasaan. Angin terus bertiup kencang menampar tubuhku yang

Even your bad habits, make me smile when I'm tired

2011-08-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Aku ada cakap tak aku dah ship Hyuksu balik? Hah, belum? Dah? 8D Whatever, bishes just jealous of Hyuksu. 8D Yesh, shipping DBSJ lagi. Tumblr-ing walaupun patutnya kena tidur sekarang. Dah aku bantai bangun pukul 1 petang hari nih. Harapan nak tidur awal malam nih. -.-' Lagi dua minggu nak Raya. Yeah, me gusta lagi. Duit raya baybeh. Aku dah plan guna duit tuh nak beli

Just show me your love, so we can always be together

2011-08-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Akan timbul satu waktu di mana anda secara tiba-tiba ingin menggunakan bahasa kebangsaan di blog anda. Mungkinkah kerana bulan ini bulan kemerdekaan? Atau mungkin anda seorang yang rawak? Dun dun dun dun. Kene lah cakap Melayu. nanti orang ingat kita Okay, final. Aku dah kembali ke mode DBSJ balik. Yesh, they are my precious bb. Padahal semua dah pangkat pak cik.

It’s not easy, sometimes I lose my breath and can’t even speak

2011-08-09T18:23:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, You know, sometimes I think I want to give up living. More than that, I despised myself when I think like that. I tell myself over and over again how ungrateful I am to wish for such a blasphemous thing. It doesn't necessarily means I have suicidal thoughts, it means I want to give up everything that I had work hard for. To think about it again, had I ever work hard

We are in the end, Super Junior, the last man standing

2011-08-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,People say you shouldn't reminisce too much. But, I somehow found my own comfort while reminiscing. It is stupid, yet logical. Like how I prefer hiding myself in my room. My personal space, my hideout, my fantasy place, far from reality. I'm just a hopeless fool.I went back to Alor Gajah last Friday. It was great. I had missed the village so much. My little cousins

You can’t get mad that the world doesn’t go your way, you don’t have to

2011-08-02T18:09:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,I swear I have too much time in my hands these day. Bad news first, I, Natasha Eliyana, freaking failed my Physics paper for July test! /le sad music I am so disappointed in you, Tasha. You got G, really? Sobs. My heart will forever be scarred with this failure. I don't know. This is just so depressing in so many level. Sigh. Yeah, let me drown in my own misery. Mom, you

Girl, how could you give your heart for two?

2011-08-01T16:24:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirramanirrahim,Look at my pretty blog! Sobs. Haha. Penat mak cik edit. First day fasting. Not really tiring since today is a holiday. I imagined tiring weeks will come as school start tomorrow. Sleep deprivation will come too as my sleeping hour is now cut to seven hours only. Why I need to go to school again? Luckily there are no exam this month. With that, I wish to the Form 3 students

I’ll cover up your deep scars and make you laugh, And make you mine

2011-07-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Wow, look who's writing another blog post again! Currently sipping Nescafe made by mom and waiting for my hair to dry while waiting the mistress Dila to get her ass on Skype. Huh, that's for calling me Eliyana. I will let you call me Shasha or Tata or even Nana if that makes you happy, but, Eliyana? No way. -.-Guess where I went to this morning? Uhuh, mom's favourite

I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect

2011-07-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Aww, somehow I really like this picture. Everybody is so, I don't know, grown up? Sigh, can't believe all these girls will get married one day. I basically known all their bad habits by heart. Bahaha. Oh yeah, farewell our beloved Mr D. I hope he will be a great teacher though.So, 4 Maju gave Mr D a shirt as a parting present as we can't bear no more his fashion sense. He

When this door closes, when the image of you disappears

2011-07-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Have you ever feel so hopeless? Like whatever you do, you think it won't work. Because the world is so big and you are so small. I think I can go for days being unnoticed. Like a wallflower, abandoned forever. I am too tired doing nothing. I can sit for hours thinking nothing when I should be doing everything. Somehow, it feels like I lost my inspiration. The root of my

But I’m afraid that you are like the Mona Lisa I can’t have

2011-07-16T21:04:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,She sighed. She wondered what had triggered the memories back. Now, the nostalgia flooded her mind, wrapping her tightly. She hits her chest. She knows, that she is just a freaking mess in this world. She clicked the ' May 2009 ' without realisation. She immediately regretted that decision. But, the sense of longing overpowered her as she let the page load and her fingers

You are the prettiest, Wherever you pass by your charm overflows

2011-07-11T16:54:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmairrahim,Death. A simple yet powerful word. The tremendous impact this word has on human being is bizarre yet understandable. Shivers ran down the spine as you try to understand the real meaning behind the word. Breathless and lifeless. A mere corpse to the big world. You crumble.When was it? When death doesn't scare you anymore. Death? You stopped, nod and continue. We live and we

Oh, will you only look at me? Let's be each other's stars

2011-07-09T22:46:00.005+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Blah. I have nothing to write. Life has been pretty monotonous. Except for some twist of life here and there. But, not intriguing enough to make me go all jumpy. Still, I tried to find beauty in everything. Because by doing so, I will be more grateful and thankful.Less of study mode this week. Been busy with Sidang Redaksi for school photoshoot. Involves a lot of physical

If we're talking about my value, I'm a billion dollar baby

2011-06-26T22:11:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,TUH DIA HENRY LAU. TUH DIAAAA. /diiringi bunyi drumrollWae I like Henry too much? Eh, suka hati aku lah. Kau ada? I need to go to sleep after this. Waking up by myself tomorrow. Why? Because apparently my mom abandoning me by going to Bandung until this Wednesday. Mom is so cruel sometimes. SOBS. Who gonna feed me now? More SOBS.Ptf, I told you I should get married.

When the sea ran dry like the sand, That's when I'd give up on this love

2011-06-18T23:06:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Gila kau. Dah sepuluh kali aku head-banging lagu Perfection dalam bilik sensorang. LIKE A BOSS. HENRY, WAE U SO GORGEOUS ? Boleh tak aku tulis Bahasa Melayu hari nih? Tetibe sentimental si tasha ni oh. Cecite cecite. Haha.Minggu pertama naik sekolah. Bosan. -.-' Tak ada benda menarik. Mr D dan lawak unta dia yang tak lawak uh, result exam yang seperti ikan terdampar di

You’re probably hiding behind the clouds, you’re probably a star

2011-06-08T23:00:00.006+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,So, how mah homies doin' ? Miss meh ? Hehe. Well, this week is full with food. Mom took leaves for three days, so, I have an unbelievable feast in my house. And for the first time, I watched Top Chef without the craving to eat the television. Oh, I went to the optic shop to make my first spectacle too. Yes world, Natasha Eliyana is going to wear spectacles. Be ready for

The foolish you, You’re so precious to me

2011-06-02T16:47:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,So, how's everyone doin' today ? Me ? Just chillin' , feelin' like I'm healin' . xD Ahh , nearly a week left for holiday ! So long yet so short. I honestly can't remember what I actually been doing these days. Basically, I just become a lifeless zombie. Waking up, eating, tumblring, sleeping. Oh, texting mah bb too. Haha. Bleh, being a zombie is cool. :3Anyway, must

It was a mistake to love you too much, it was a mistake

2011-05-30T16:49:00.005+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,Finally ! Time to sit down and write everything. So. today report is on BSN Family Day and the most awaited one , Perhimpunan Sejuta Belia. BAM BAM . haha.It was a crazy Saturday. I woke up at 6AM. Freaking crazy I told you. It is not a school holiday ! So, as you know, my mom is working at Bank Simpanan Nasional. BANK KOMUNITI ANDA . xD So, people shouldn't question my

I am writing a story that will never end in my heart

2011-05-21T14:40:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,See my side of Dujun bias coming out ? ㅋㅋ Rather than Fiction, You is the song that got me raping the replay button. That song is so precious ! But, Fiction is awesome too. Fishon , in fishon , in fishon ~ Should be studying now. But, let make way for my weekly report on this week newsflash first. bam bam bam bam bam bam /random#1 Exam Week 2 As now, week two of

Americano, I like, I like, I like

2011-05-14T10:25:00.010+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,PUT YOUR SWAG ON, EVERYBODY! JAY PARK IN DA HOUSE! /randomhandthrowing okeh, bapak bosan. It's currently 10:29AM and I'm in the car. Going back to Johor for my cousin's wedding. Seriously, in 365 days in 2011, she chose to get married during my mid-year exam. -.-' Sigh, it's okay. They are membina-ing a masjid. I shouldn't get too grumpy. :DI'm not really close to my

The meaning of mom's silent prayer

2011-05-08T21:44:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! /throws confettiSo, do you have fun today? I revised Add Maths Chapter 1 Fuctions today. Oh yeah, Add Maths. I am so awesome. Mother's Day pressie ? So, a few days ago, after tuition, I went to this shop nearby my tuition place. I was going to buy the present there. But, guess what? Mom was in the shop. With my bro. Yeah, there goes my whole surprise

If you, star-star-star, ever make me sad

2011-05-07T23:47:00.006+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim , Saturday Nite ! /background music Saturday Night by Son Dam Bi. That's random. Who cares. Random people are awesome. Take SJM for example. They are coming to Malaysia to perform for Perhimpunan Belia Malaysia on the school holiday at Putrajaya. I told you, random. They are not even Malaysian to begin with ! And yeah, belia much ? Whatever SJM, see you at Putrajaya.

I won't sing this sad song again

2011-05-04T22:29:00.006+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,Uh , in some way , is in a rush. I freaking need my beauty sleep. I was dozing off like crazy during Accounts just now. I need my beauty sleep too because tomorrow I will be talking about placenta and cord blood and that is not really something exciting in my book of life. Especially with that a lot of amount of blood. Do pray for me tomorrow. EAK for state level is

I hate this love song

2011-04-29T17:36:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,Oh, talk about Love Song. Xing Yi aka cik sayur aka my loav, needs to sing this song for her tugasan PPS. I really hope she got it. Walao weh, Xing Yi rap ala TOP! xD Oh yeah, talk about tugasan thingy. This week is the tugasan week for both PPS and PRS. Anyway, it is so obvious that the seniors just like making their junior's life suffer. Take Intan for example, her

Keep in mind that I love you

2011-04-27T21:59:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,I am bored. Should be studying for Accounts but you know how easily distracted I am. So, here I am. Haha . HERE I AM ~ HERE I AM ~ Okay, that's random. But, I love that ZE:A's song ! :DAh, what interesting things shall I write ? What about my sudden obsession towards Malay novels ? Haha . I have a love-hate relationship with Malay novels. Especially romance novels. It got

It's okay baby, please don't cry.

2011-04-24T21:25:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,Phew. In the middle of waiting the LiveJournal tab loading. Of freaking course to read Damaged. xD I swear I have a major obsession with that fanfiction. Currently procrastinating too. Thank God all I done my homework and tomorrow is a holiday. Why the sudden holiday ? My school is freaking stingy with everything, man. Especially regarding money and holiday. It's like

An Unnamed Song

2011-04-18T22:58:00.003+08:00

Are monsters are born or made ?Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,First shoutout , I freaking love White Christmas ! It is filled with mystery, suspense and thriller and all. AWESOME. Plus , the guys are hot. Do you know all the actors in this drama are actually models ? Their average height is 180cm. -.-' and and and this one guy who acted as Yunsu in this drama is actually in Nuthang ! GD's bros ! I

Everything will be alright

2011-04-10T17:08:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,It just dawned upon me. I have no time. No, like seriously, I have no time. I shouldn't be writing this post right now too. Everything is a crazy mess. And I, in any way, am not trying to complete it. All I want to do is lie down and give up. I know, I know, this is so not Natasha Eliyana. But, I can't help it. I lost it. And the thing is, I don't even know what did I

Coping mechanism

2011-04-03T21:29:00.004+08:00

Bismilahirrahmanirrahim ,It is such a wonder how Changmin is always stuck between those two . HEHE . I really think Yunho should just get married to Yunho like right now . Yeah , I am what you called a YunJae shipper . YIHAA .As of right now , I should be at my study table reading about Chapter 3 in Physics which is about air pressure as tomorrow I will be handling the Physics corner for Minggu

Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang 2010 Anjuran Parlimen Setiawangsa

2011-04-02T21:58:00.006+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ,andddd i am here again to report on today's event ! :D are you ready to hear my story ? woke up at freaking six am . on Saturday . freaking unbelievable . arrived at Flamingo Hotel too early . mom was so eggsited . i don't even know why . -.-' fortunately , they prepared breakfast . i was happy again . ahaha .went inside the hall . search for my school's seats . sit down

Super Show 3 - Super Junior The 3rd Asia Tour Live in Malaysia

2011-03-28T16:20:00.003+08:00